Once in a great while I stumble across someone's NDE testimony that I find to be uniquely outstanding and awesome. Christian Andréason (pronounced On-dray-son) and his NDE testimony is the latest one! For reasons that you will discover for yourself, I consider his experience as the most inspirational I've ever read. His testimony is filled with new insights - new "pieces" to fit into my own NDE cosmology puzzle.

It was on June 2nd of 1995, that Christian Andréason had his near-death experience. Because of an unanticipated drug interaction and overdose, Christian's blood pressure was caused to plummet while undergoing routine dental surgery. Once out of his body, Christian took an extensive tour of what he calls, "The Divine Realm" and he saw himself go before a great light he deeply believes to have been God. The experience not only changed the entire course of Christian's life, but also the direction of his music career. He immediately became more focused on all things spiritual; serving friends, loved ones and even those some might consider strangers in anyway possible.

Best known for being an award-winning - critically acclaimed, independent recording artist, Christian Andréason is a singer, songwriter and producer of inspirational music for his independent record label, Wonderboy Records. Since 1987 he has professionally recorded hundreds of songs and produced a total of 9 albums. Praised by celebrities, major press and even former United States Presidents, Christian's music and messages of love have so far reached millions of ears and eyes Internationally via Internet, television, stage, print and radio.

Betty Eadie and Christian

Interestingly enough, Christian is the writer/singer of the theme song entitled, "All The Time" used by fellow NDEer and long-time # 1 N.Y. Times Best Selling Author, Betty J. Eadie for her 2002 award winning television program, "Embraced by the Light" ... which featured Betty's famous book of the same name. Betty J. Eadie was the first to discover and publish some of Christian's NDE writing in several pages of the 1999 inspirational book, "The Ripple Effect." The two are great friends, as Betty has been a great source of inspiration to Christian for many years.

Besides writing about spirituality and recording future music, Christian now devotes several days every week toward a thriving spiritual therapy/one-on-one ministry practice based in Houston, Texas. Using his God given intuitive gifts and clairvoyant abilities he has since helped a multitude - including many well known in entertainment media, politics, ministry and in the new-thought movement.  

Kevin Williams - 2004

On June 2nd, 1995 I had what is commonly called, "a near-death/out-of-body experience." This event occurred because of a reaction to a mixture of medications I had taken before having dental surgery performed.

Two weeks prior to the dental surgery, I injured myself while lifting a big screen TV up a long flight of stairs in the rain. Once at the top, I slipped and lost my footing. While I did manage to catch the TV, I pulled out several muscles in my lower back and was in terrible pain.  My injury was so bad, I could not even stand once I got the TV into my apartment.  I literally could do nothing but crawl to my bedroom and into the bed.  A doctor was called, but because the medications he put me on were not powerful enough to ease my suffering, I remained bedridden for about two weeks.  This then launched me into a two week fast where I lost a tremendous amount of weight.   Getting up and down to go to the bathroom was simply too excruciating, so I made a conscious decision not to eat and to drink as little as possible. 

Later, a dear friend found out what I had been going through and came over to give me a much stronger painkiller he had discovered and brought back with him from a recent trip to Columbia.  The pills he gave me worked so well I called them "my magic pills" because in only a short amount of time after taking them ... I was able to get up and move around with little to almost no pain. 

After having been bedridden for so long, as soon as I could actually stand up, I immediately found myself in my kitchen eating some walnuts I had found in a jar, only to realize my back tooth really hurt once I bit down!  I called my dentist to make an appointment and he reminded me that he had already told me I needed to have a root canal done, but I had procrastinated dealing with it. 

On the day of my dental surgery, now having had plenty of time to imagine the discomfort I was about to endure in the dental chair (and completely weary of the thought of me having to endure any additional pain) I purposefully took a rather large dose of pain killers before the appointment, thinking that this would save me from feeling anything too severe during or after the procedure.  (I know, not the most intelligent thing to do.  But it did not stop there!)  Because I was particularly nervous that day, I had also taken an anti-anxiety pill and having a lapse in my memory (forgetting that I had already taken the medication) I actually took another pill or two as I was rushing out the door! 

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The dentist's office, into the chair and then the beyond...

It was not until I drove into the dentist's office parking lot and stepped out of my car that I started to realize I was feeling woozy. Yet, because I had forgotten I had taken the extra pills, it never occurred to me that I might be in any danger.  Actually, I felt pretty good.  Yet because of not having eaten for several weeks, I had lost a large amount of weight.  Plus I was dehydrated.  So I thought that maybe I just needed to eat something, which I had been refraining from because it hurt for me to chew.

Then... the inevitable happened:

Not long after I sat down in the dental chair the pain killers and anti anxiety medication ended up conflicting with the anesthesia that was being given to me in the dentist’s officeand because of my extreme weight loss [and dehydration] the result was that my blood pressure fell too low and I was literally knocked unconscious and right out of my body!

As if I was moving in slow motion, I felt myself lift up out of my chest and head areaand almost immediately found myself surrounded by the most dazzling, brilliant white Light! 

This Light was whiter than any Light I had ever seen and it seemed to be growing brighter and brighter in its intensity by the second. 

I looked down at myself and realized that I too was made of Light. At first my Lightbody looked dense to me, but as I allowed myself to look closer, I saw that I was comprised of billions and billions of colorful light filled atomic cells.  As the Light around me came forward the atom cells in me started to dance and vibrate as if they were being made to magnetically respond to the ever glowing illumination that was increasing and filling the room by the second.  Needless to say, the happiness I felt as this happened was indescribable! 

Next, I started to realize that I was becoming surrounded and observed by many beings and fellow Souls, who in reality (I somehow understood) had been standing near me during my entire lifetime!  Every single one of these individuals was someone I knew very well, but did not recognize as having been a part of my life during this incarnation.  Yet, the closeness and familiarity I felt for these beloved Souls surpassed any devotion for anyone I have ever learned to Love here on this planet.  As I felt the energy and Love coming from them, I somehow knew that we were all family.  I was also able to intuit that our mutual growth depended on the gradual maturity and growth of us alland that for every success one of us experienced, there was a joyous celebration felt by the entire group! 

Memories of previous, past-life experiences with these beings started top fill my consciousness, and as this happened I was filled with absolute wonder at how truly eternal we all are!  I saw how life never ends...  Once a single lifetime is over, that particular existence (and all the dreams, issues and desires that come with it) bridges over and becomes an extension to yet another lifetime that is to be.   The friends, family, co-hearts we have had before, we will experience in some, shape or formagain, somewhere else, just as we have each experienced them before.  I remembered the process is endless, wonderful and truly eternal.

An inner need to explore and understand my own eternal truth progressively grew stronger.

A bright, pulsing inner Light within me, (much brighter than all my atomic Soul cells) begin to expand and contract, and suddenly stretched outward toward a distance I can only think to call infinity.  Like an exploding star, I realized that my intellect and consciousness were traveling in multiple directions, realities and dimensions all at once.  This event (for lack of a better word or expression) was completely mind blowing!  And because of this, I often find it difficult to relay my NDE along the lines of a chronological story, because in truth, everything I experienced from this point forward, up until the end, happened to me all at once.

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Moving further into the Light

As I moved further into the Light, all time stoppedand a mere two minutes of Earth time turned into what seemed to be days, weeks and even months.  A huge scope of understanding was now engulfing my total comprehension by the nanosecond.  

Using a ego-driven, logical mind ... this concept might seem intense and/or complex.  Yet, the more I felt myself enter into this part of the Realm of Heaven, the process became quite simple and effortless to understand.

As I sensed the energy of all those who were around me, I was helped to remember that every child of God is considered very precious, is always seen and never forgotten.  There is nothing any of us could possibly do to keep us from being eternally Loved by Godforever.  

I undeniably understood that each and everyone of us exists for a very definite purpose, holds a particular kind of unique energywhich usually manifests as a kind of talent that is meant to be used and shared with others.  It became very clear to me:  We are not just given the gift of physical life so that we can obtain a singular, Self-focused experience, but so that we might also use, share and bequeath our own uniqueness, talents and life to help others "experience life" for themselves.

Every time we make someone laugh, sing, cry, danceenrage them with anger, become embarrassed, fearful or inspired, our unique approach helped in aiding them with their own perspective, and thus ... the 'experience of life' was experienced by all.

Some things we would gladly do again, and some things we will dread for having done them at all.  It is our experience in being all-together and seeing the after effect of our decisions and behaviors that makes this even more clear to usand wisdom is born.  This is why others' opinion of us and whom we are seen to be (no matter how much we may dislike it) is so important to us, because it is part of the process we use to define who and what we are and who we will choose to be tomorrow.  When it comes down to it ... we are all in this together and will be forever.  We need each other, in good times and bad.  However, before we can see this is absolutely true, and before we can truly come to see and understand one another (as we should always seek to try to) first, we must come to honestly understand and accept ourselves.  As we learn how to do this, our talents and gifts are more easily shared, appreciated and readily accepted by those who can relate.  Trying to push ourselves upon those who cannot relate is like asking them to explain or depict a location they have never taken a trip to!  Therefore they have no understanding. 

The goal is not to get others to like or accept you unconditionally, but for you to show others you unconditionally love and respect yourself.   And the highest form of Love and Self respect is the ability to distribute it, without ceremony for our efforts ... to others.  As this is eventually seen and authentically felt by other Souls ... the acceptance we all seek arrives.

It is our need for ego-based power that corrupts us.  When we exchange the need for power with the humble need to distribute unconditional Love and service, the inner Might we crave ultimately experience is infiniteas it ripples out, for all time ... without end.  No good deed ever goes wasted.  Nor, in God ... is it ever forgotten!

As I stood in the Light, memories from former incarnations flooded my intellect and as this happened, it struck me how all the moments (even those that might have seemed insignificant before) all turned out to be huge stepping stones when seen from a eternal perspective.  I saw how even the most mundane or boring task had the ability to lead me to an even greater awareness about myselfand I understood that we create much difficulty for ourselves and others' when we try to ambitiously push or force ourselves into circumstances before our Soul feels truly ready for them. 

As I continued this process of backtracking and reviewing the spiritual reflection of Heaven against all the mortal lives my Soul had chosen to reside within, I was able to review many moments taken from my current life and compare them against moments from former incarnations.  It was during this process that I saw many behavior patterns and habits (some good and some challenging) that had been following me around lifetime after lifetime. 

I clearly saw the origin behind every addiction or flaw I had and how I had acquired each (whether socially, genetically or energetically).  I remembered that with every incarnation I lived in, I was being given the opportunity to ascend my own spiritual intellect and individualized thinking (in how I made decisions for myself) so that I could rise above the ill behaviors I was manifesting in my Soulthat did not serve the purpose of my Higher Self or the greater good of God.

I saw that multiple incarnations (where we experience many different kinds of lives; some poor, some wealthy, some with beauty, some with disfigurement or disease, some with fame, some with misfortune or a mixture of everything) are all necessary; as these help us examine the unlimited amount of vantage points into the remarkable, endurable, unchangeable and complex natures of our own Soul. To glimpse this (even once) in a single lifetime is truly a great blessingas this is how we begin to truly recognize and define our own potential and behold our own wonder.  All else is of the ego.

From Heaven I saw that it is our destiny, as human beings to seek out and have as many mystical experiences as possible, so that we might realize our true Divine nature, while we are still 'alive' in a flesh suit.   Not only are these experiences necessary, they unlock the God-truth stored within each of us and roll out pieces of our Divine blueprint, as to who we 'really' are. 

Once you have become a person who has experienced and embraced your own Divinity, only the vast open sky is the limit as far as all the things you will be able to achieve and accomplish in a single lifetime.

You will find that the older, more experienced and advanced your own Soul becomes, the more repetitive revelation type experiences will increase.  As your Soul matures and learns how to balance all areas of your life, you will crave mystical experiences more than you seek creature comforts.  You will feel as if something is missing if you are without a revelatory experience for too long.  And if you are, then this simply means you are in need of balancing or amending something in your life that might be blocking you.    (Welcome to the game of life!)

Many lifetimes are necessary so that we might improve our Soul's mental and emotional ability to create what we think of as identity  all so that we might come to know and stabilize our own intentionsand realize how powerful they are! 

Once we realize how powerful our intentions areand understand that they do indeed manifest our destiny, we will find ourselves more and more able to access and incorporate any dream, wish or concept we desire, as we continue to explore and evaluate ourselves in this or later lifetimes.  (In other words, as we face how important our own thoughts are, the negative issues or hang-ups that might have blocked us before, won't hold the same power as we will have figured out how to remove the emotional and energetic attachments they once imposed.)

As each of us possesses the Spark of God within, or what Jesus spoke of as, "The Kingdom that is within" we will all one day learn that we have access to unlimited amounts of  power that exists on a enormous, nuclear scale. This power begins as a seed or thought planted in the mind.  If the thought is reinforced with additional thoughts of like kind, it will materialize and bloom.  Our Spirit (or Higher Self) already knows this, it is just waiting for us to become conscious of this truth and see that we have the power to govern our lives, by self governing our minds.  Until then, the Universe will deliver life lessons that MUST COME come to help us awaken our own consciousness, which overtime bridges us over into Divine truth.

So while we may not be able to rectify or bring into balance every issue (we would like) in a single lifetimeas our Soul's intellect grows, our ability to predestine ourselves into better circumstances will improve and we will enable our Soul to energetically seek out, materialize and manifest future lives that will help us achieve what our intention believes it most needsso that we might continue our growth.

It was in this moment that I became more fully aware of the fact that God (our Creator) wants us to experience everything that we wish to experience.  Nothing is denied us, only that which we inherently deny ourselves.  And while certain experiences do not always lead to pleasant outcomes, they do lead to a certain amount of enlightenment.  Especially as one returns his or her thinking to The Light and focusing on God's wish for us to learn a more loving way to live our lives. 

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Feeling The Wonder of Creation and Absolute Love in The Light With My Guides

Traveling at a velocity faster than the speed of light, with one super sonic boom right after another, I witnessed an uncountable amount of wonderful places that were not of this world. As this part of my journey moved forward, ultimately many spiritual truths were lovingly and generously revealed to me with mind-bending answers.  

It is from this particular occurrence that I now am able to help others' understand and/or connect to the more eternal parts of the other side when I meet with them one-on-one.  Since my NDE I have been blessed with the ability to clairvoyantly see and greatly perceive where most Souls have incarnated within the Creator's Super Universe and help them understand some of the more mysterious or hidden sides of themselves.  And while I tend to see many familiar looking incarnations flash across an individuals face, I am still quite taken by surprise by a phenomenal range of new or unique images I am not accustomed to seeing ... that will yet once again remind me at just how vast and incredible all of God's Creation is! 

In my NDE, I saw there are literally trillions of worlds out there with organized life on them only these locations are either very far away from Earth or held in different dimensions that can only be traversed by the Spirit.  And I find that even if I have not actually been to a particular zone of Creation, my Spirit will still feel a powerful familiarity and knowing.

As the amazing moment of standing with my guides and enlightenment was occurring, I recall recognizing suddenlythat I was being guided by a Spirit who appeared in the form of the most beautiful woman anyone could possibly imagine.  She spoke to me using the softest, most sincere voice I had ever heard and ultimately she became my most trusted guide, as she was so lovely and incredibly gentle. 

Following us were three other guides who all appeared as men, one of whom I recognized as being my elder guide.  This particular guide would show up during my experience (only as he was needed) to approve or not approve the places and spaces of time I entered into or was being shown. 

All my guides were robed with what seemed to be a beautiful glistening white, diamond-like material. I could also distinguish that they had Light coming from underneath their garments. I knew that this Light was their true bodies. The moment they came into my awareness, I remembered these beings as having been some of my closest friends that have been with me for all-eternity. They were very kind to me and very caring about my feelings. There are no secrets in Heaven, so information that might have been considered embarrassing (that was revealed to me during my life-review) was treated with tremendous sensitivity. And even in moments when I might have cried knowing that someone knew my deepest darkest secrets, wonderful warm laughter was often exchanged between us instead! 

No matter any unpleasantness they may have known about me, I knew absolutely that I was unconditionally Loved and that there was nothing I could ever do to change this.  It was revealed to me that my guides had made many communications to me during my lifetime, prior to my NDE, particularly during difficult times in my childhood and adolescence, only I was not consciously aware of them or their presence at the time.  Sometimes a thought would come into my head that was to lead me in more of an appropriate direction.  I understood that many times these "thoughts" were actually coming from my guides.  I was amazed by the fact that even during the times I had felt absolutely isolated or alone, I never was!  They (like angels) had been right beside me the entire time! 

Dealing with my own Humanity

While I was in consciously the midst of my guides, I felt a tremendous amount of safety and comfort, so I began to review some of my biggest fears and perceptions of failure in life, and this brought me to consider the religious understandings and rules I had come to learn as gospel-truth during this lifetime.  Immediately, I felt the power of The Holy Spirit fill my intellect.  As this happened, I realized that while many of our World's religious ideas had been divinely inspired during their origin (to help us see ourselves and the nature of our Spirit more clearly) their basis had been largely misconstrued over time due to humankind's need to rule over, socially dictate and micromanage the behaviors of their fellow brothers' and sisters'.  (I will cover more about this later.)

I began to think of all the sins I had committed during my life and felt so terrible and guilty about.  Immediately I understood that many of these moments (where I strayed from the ways of Love and Light) were actually times where I had chosen to initiate future growth for my own Soul.  I saw that none of my 'sinful' actions were of any shock or surprise to God or anyone else in Heaven.  They knew what I was doing and exactly why I was doing it.  There was no judgment whatsoever!  I saw that by choosing to sin I had made a rather brave (or gutsy) detour from the "likely" and predictableand instead rooted myself upon a path that would help me to investigate the very yearnings (I was most likely running from) and deep dark questions still left largely unanswered in my own Soul.  Not that these paths would be easy ones mind you, however they would (and did) lead me toward circumstances and individuals who would play out the role of some of my greatest teachers in life. 

Essentially, from the view point of Heaven, I saw there are two view points to this word, "sin."

There is the view point from The Other Side and the view point held from the World.

From the view point of the Other Side, I saw that the act of "sinning" was seen as simply the departure of one path for another, and that the only true penalty (felt by the Spirit) would be that we would be made to endure the repercussions and energies we had quested to learn of, absorb or make others' experience.  I would also like to mention that I clearly saw that once we were done with an exploration and had said so directly to God with a pure Heart, (whether in this lifetime or the next) God would faithfully once again set us back upon a path that resembled our true purpose.

From the viewpoint of the World, our human mind sees "sin" as a departure away from our Spirit's authentic purpose, which is to be perfect, pure and whole.  If we see ourselves doing something that apposes the will of our Spirit, our Soul becomes grieved and is made to feel bad about its self.  This action causes us to become fragmented inside.  Meaning: our inner Light becomes subdivided and our Heart feels confused.  As the ego begins to take note of what is occurring, it uses the situation to take full advantage of the person and make them feel worthless.  And as the individual turns their "sin" into a habit or addiction, ego then seeks to have them believe that they are now too far away from their own Spirit, therefore it is not possible for them to maintain control over themselves, their lives or their destiny. This (of course) is a lie and comes from that which is Love's opposite ... evil.

Interestingly enough, from Heaven I saw that the only' true sin' one can commit is to lose faith in God.  Yet the reason for this is not for what most might think...

To lose faith in God causes a Soul to lose faith in themselves.  It is the inner Spark within us that gives us eternal and physical life.  To deny God is to deny the inner Spark, and to deny the inner Spark is to reject our life's true purpose and the inner power that gives us everything we are and aspire to be.

When we fail to have faith in ourselves, we cannot perpetuate the higher vibration of Self Love, Inner Love is the core power which helps us create and maintain everything we enjoy about ourselves.  Without Self Love we descend our consciousness to a lower vibration, and in so doing, we open ourselves up to lower energiesand destructive thoughts and habits soon follow that pull us away from our ability to tune into God, The Higher Heavens and our Spirit. 

If our Soul does not feel connected to Love or its own Spirit, the human energy and flesh surrounding the Soul (and mind) will begin to become depressed, as very little life-giving Light (from our inner Spark) will have been created.  In time, if the behavior of faithlessness is not remedied, the Soul will desire to leave the human vessel (and the mind it is attached to) and the human organism (aided by ego) will seek to find a way to die. 

Either a want for suicide will emerge, dis-ease or addiction (that will bring eventual destruction) will come about. And the human mind will accomplish its darkened intention.

What is God made of?

God is an essence of absolute Love, Light and beautiful Sound. What I understood (in Christian practice) to be the WORD of God, is actually the SOUND or MUSIC of God.

God is a great LIGHT-filled Being who sings all tones simultaneously and uses this method to bring all things into existence. In so doing, God has caused each Creation to resonate with one another in perfect harmonyonce that Creation has aligned itself with the ways of Love. God uses SOUND to create all things and give them life. The Creator then extends Light, which helps the new Creation take form.

All of us hold Light and Tones within.  I call these our Power Centers, while those who are spiritual seekers of other traditions might know and call these centers, "The Chakra".  

How long is the Light of God with us? Is there anything we can do to make it go away?

Once God extends The Light, that Light will remain with that Creation for all eternity. There is nothing that can remove it. Each and every one of us is surrounded by a great beacon of Light. This is our eternal cord that connects us to our Creator. When most speak of seeing a tunnel (in NDE experiences) what they are referring to is a cord that connects us to God and the Light of Heaven shining through it from up above.

So you are saying that I can hear from God?  If so, how?

Yes! I am saying that ANYONE can hear from God! One does not need to be Buddha, Moses or even Jesus to hear from their Creator. To hear from God, all one has to do is THINK as the CREATOR thinks.  And I happen to know that God thinks only ONE central thought, so this should be easy for you!  GOD THINKS ABOUT NOTHING BUT LOVE -- ALL THE TIME!

If you are living your life according to the ways of LOVE. (Which are the constructive ways that you know deep down in your Spirit that are right for you), then you can confidently know that you have the ability to hear from God. If you are actively seeking to spend time in the presence of Godthen you can bet Spirit is going to provide opportunities for you to do that! You will always know when the presence of God is with youyou will feel like a grateful and excited little child again.

Actually all of us hear from God every day, only we are probably not aware of it. Because we can get so caught up with the illusions and ego distractions of this world, we lose focus easily. It is like being immersed in an action-packed movie or book while someone is speaking, only you find yourself looking up and saying, "huh?" once you realize they have been speaking to you for some time.  As I mentioned earlier in this writing, we see God with our Heart.  Well, the same is true when in comes to hearing ... it takes the Heart to hear from our Maker.  But if our Heart center is cluttered with confusion, negativity, anger or lust-filled ambition maintaining our connection to God will be difficult.  Yet, if we work to keep our Heart clear and clean dailyhearing from God can become a very definite reality.

How do I know if I am hearing from God?

Anything that is not of LOVE is not of God! PERIOD! If thoughts of severe judgment, condemnation, bitterness, unforgiveness, ego centered anger or hate-based retaliation come into your mind and dominate it, please know, this is not God. This is your ego speaking, which is ruled by fear. God fears nothing, therefore; God can speak no thing that is reminiscent of fear. God only speaks using a language of Love.

Once you had your NDE, did you see God (the Creator) immediately?

While I believe I did ultimately experience a portion of the Creator's essence, at first, no, I did not 'see' anything that resembled God (to my own Heart), at least not immediately.  Even as I experienced moments of absolute visual bliss in Heaven that I will never forget, I always somehow knew that when it came to actually seeing and experiencing God FULLY that this would not happen until I left human life for good.  Until then, I knew that God would remain largely veiled from me until I had grown my own inner Light to the point that I would be able to endure standing in the presence and entirely of The Creator's Light.  However, it is important for me to tell you that the moment I entered the Realm, I certainly did FEEL the presence of our Creator absolutely everywhere!  Because (in essence) God is comprised of ALL things, when you go home to Heaven you will constantly have a sense that you are 'seeing' God, especially as you experience the more sublime aspects and visuals within the Realm.  But it is important to remember:

We do not see God with our eyes, but rather ... our Heart!

I remember The Light conveying to me that I would know times of great jubilation and that there would also be times that I would know sorrow as I pursued my ordained purpose. But I was told that I would be blessed for every time I succeeded in the name of Love. I was told that every experience was extremely necessary according to a greater plan that would unfold plans and plans never-ending. I was told not to ever worry about my competency, capacity or ability, for it was promised to me that the Light would never leave me to endure anything I was not created to handle. I was told that there would be times I would doubt myself and my mission, but in the end, I would learn great wisdom and eventually see myself as victorious.

I was shown an innumerable amount of scenes, all containing possible realities I would eventually experience. I was shown many Universes and worlds that had organizational life on them. I saw that everyone in every Universe is simultaneously working together to fulfill God's great Divine plan. I understood that God sees and knows absolutely everything that happens everywhere. I saw that while God does a great deal of planning, our Creator never interferes with our volition, nor does God ever seek to alter the way we feel about things. God knows there is no need to interfere because He knows that the Universal Divines' law of cause and effect is always perfect. This method will always bring justice and teaching wherever it is needed most.

I was amazed to see how each of us is connected eternally, that we have always existed, and that we will never die.

I saw that we were indeed made in the image of God, which is an essence taken from the Creator's own LIGHT. It is because of this Light that we can never die. Every single child of God carries this Light within their Soul, and we call this Light, Spirit.

As we learn how to LOVE, we build up additional layers of supernatural Light on top of Spirit we hold within. It is from this Light and our effort to expand it that we create our future realities.

What is our ultimate destiny?

 A day will come when our Light will have become so large that we will eventually choose to merge and go back to the Creator and be as ONEjust as we were in the beginning.

Once we are all ONE again, there will be a great celebration. And after a certain amount of time has passed, yet again, there will be another great explosion, only this time it will be much bigger and the process of Creation will be far more advanced.

I felt tremendous Joy and honor in having been shown these things and with great confidence, I promised God (The Light) that I would do my very best. And in return, I was told my best would certainly be enough!

Why is it so important to understand Love and use it in everyday life?

The reason why we must learn Love on Earth can be given a scientific explanation:

God is Love and exists as the highest absolute vibration you can think of. The act of Christ-like Love elevates our own inner vibration and as this occurs our understanding of God increases.  As we learn how to Love and practice Christ-like Love with one another, the inner vibration within the Soul creates magnificent rays of supernatural inner Light. These rays then extend further into Heaven, helping us to reach and enter into various dimensions that lead the way to the Higher Heavens.

Isn't the highest Heaven a place we go to if we are good in life?

Contrary to what many of us were taught by our various religions, "Heaven" is not necessarily a reward for good behavior, it is simply a "higher plane of existence" that awaits those who ready themselves to enter.

The only way to enter through the door ... is to believe in, live and hold the key of Love.

How can I learn more about the ways of Love?

Jesus Christ came to the planet to be a way-shower for all people and all religions. He lived his life with great passion and dedication to this word LOVE, so that each of us might have a role model to compare ourselves to. This is why he said, I AM the truth, I AM the way, and I AM the life, no man can come to God but through me. If you replace I AM and ME with LOVE IS ... you get ...

LOVE IS THE TRUTH

LOVE IS THE WAY

AND LOVE IS THE LIFE

NO ONE COMES UNTO GOD UNLESS THEY KNOW HOW TO LOVE

Christ had become LOVE WALKING AND TALKING ON THE PLANET. One cannot understand God until one understands and WALKS AND TALKS in the ways of LOVE. If you walk in Love, you will always understand God.

Just as fire merges easily with fire, and water merges easily with other water ...  if we are to merge with (and understand) God ... then we must become Love.

How does one know whether or not he or she is walking in the ways of LOVE?
 

Many may not remember (while being alive in this human body) but I saw in my life review that each and everyone of us has stood in the presence of God's Light; and for everyone our Creator's appearance will never be exactly the same visual as it might be for someone else.  This might help explain why so many different people and cultures have such vast differing visions or 'versions' of God.

Before each of us are sent forth into our various missions, we are brought into a vast 7-tier Cathedral of Light I feel led to call, "The Throne Room of God."  In this room resides portions of our Higher Self in union with the very essence of all Creation (most likely the same Being those of us who are Jewish or Christian know and call, "Father God.")  It is my belief that our Maker can manifest His (or even Her) image into whatever form we wish to see in front of us, whether that be the formation of a majestic looking elderly man with a long, silver beard or something completely different. 

A very intuitive friend of mind (who also had a rather powerful NDE) experienced God as a gigantic, neon colored, musical butterflywho showed her an unlimited amount of scenes (during her life review) all on His massive wings.  I found that image so amazing (and familiar to my own Spirit) that it has never left me.   

As far as how it feels to be in the presence of our Creator, simply consider the most pure state of bliss you can possibly think of and multiply that times any number you could come up with and you will be on your way to comprehending the Being who brought us into existence and Loves each and everyone of us, so very, very much!

What do you think is the true gender of God?

In all honesty, I always dislike being asked this, because the answer is always as complicated as the question.

But I will answer by saying that I deeply believe and intuit God to be a Being who is beyond human comprehension and understanding.  I see God existing as One who encompasses absolutely everything that exists on a atomic or energetic levelyet even with all that, I know there is WAY more!  

God also represents all timethe past, present and future that we are each existing in as a unique personality and while all this is going on, at the same timeGod also has an infinite and distinct personality. 

But even "God", as a "Persona" or "Presence" is still way beyond our comprehension.  So what do we humans' do to try to understand this Persona or Presence?we try to compare it to our own!  And usually this boils down to us putting "God" as a gender or form we are personally comfortable seeing in a seat of control.  From a conscious viewpoint in regard to gender: some men and women do not trust women, so they consistently see God only as a man.  Some women and men do not trust men, so they consistently see God only as a woman.  Yet, when looking at God from Divine viewpoint you must realize that in truth, as God exists in such a state of Totality, it stands to reason that "God" (in His or Her absolute form) is completely genderlessand exists for all of us an unlimited amount of faces and images. 

However,  now that I have pointed all this out, I want to say that I full-well know that their are very definite, discernable energies that come from God that we can sense as being either masculine or feminine.  Because of this, I believe that God (in personality) speaks or reveals Him/Her Self to us using a voicing and/or image (whether masculine or feminine) that we most relate to or need to experience at the time.

When I was a child, I was most comfortable with seeing God literally as my "Heavenly Father" and I would hear from Him speaking to me with a voice I can only think to call male.  Even today, with my enlightened way of seeing and thinking about God,  I am still often comforted by a vision of God as a kind, strong, older man.  Especially as it is becoming more obvious that we are living in a world where there is so little well-balanced male leadership and honest-to-goodness integrity!

Yet at the same time, I am aware that my Soul has had many lifetimes and existed in many religious belief systems where I have been comforted by the conscious notion of God as a masculine presence.  But I know in my Heart of Hearts that God ALSO exists as a Divine Feminine presence.  For years now my Spirit has told me that this is the part of God we see as, "The Holy Spirit."  And since I am mentioning this here, I also want to make it quite clear that I believe our world and humanity has developed a tremendous unbalance due to the fact that The Divine Feminine has not been properly regarded in our religious systems. I think in order to have a healthy Self image of your own Spirit, you need to have both masculine and feminine principle represented and properly regarded. Until then the ego will define gender roles for us and subject many people to unnecessary trials and tribulations.

In the end, when it comes to assigning a gender to God, I believe the Old Testament gives wise advise when we are warned not to have ANY graven image of God.  Because, after all, "God" is the sum total of everything that exists!

Additional Note to the reader:  Please understand that if I make gender references in relation to God, I do so for basically two reasons:  First, I simply cannot for the life of me bring myself to call God ... an "It!"  (That will never do, as my inner conviction forbids me to label God in such a way!)  The second reason is because it is fully possible for any Soul to only experience God (in Heaven) as either one gender or another for the majority of their incarnation process.  In fact, many Souls who incarnate to our planet feel more comfortable viewing God (before they incarnate here) as male or as "the masculine principal" because masculine energy (and its long-term development) is actually their primary focus here on planet Earth.  However, if you truly want to try and absorb the totality of God Almighty, I recommend that you try to think BEYOND gender! 

How do you visualize God today?

Because of my NDE, I tend to visualize God as a limitless Ocean of infinite, sparkling, colorful Lightwhose unconditional Love and beautiful Sound (once it surrounds you) makes you feel completely whole and blissful.  There really can be no precise or reasonable human explanation for this feeling.  All I can say is that being in the presence of God ... totally encompasses everything that is good and wonderful you have ever wanted to know or experience!  And once fully in The Presence ... there is no other place you will want to be.

Once you experienced God, then what happened?

I recall speaking further with my very loving guides.  I continued to absorb in an amazing amount of information, which I could not remember or understand until many years after my NDE.  The amazing thing about Heaven is there is no end to the information you can absorb, and I guess you could say that the energy of my Soul just took in the bigness of everything that was shown to me in God's Heaven like a huge spongeyet it has taken me years to be able to put it all down on paper like this! 

At first, when I found my self experiencing The Presence ... I felt as if was standing in one spot, but then it became evident to me that I was actually expandingthen traveling and witnessing a vast geographical landscape that even to this day I still often have difficulty fully explaining or describing. 

There is a verse in the Bible says: "For ears have not heard, nor have eyes seen the wonders that God has prepared for those who Love Him."  For all I was able to take in and comprehend, this verse is certainly an understatement!

Why is it so difficult to stay in touch with God in every day life?

Since my near-death experience, I have come to understand that rather than God being somewhere "out there" in outer space somewherein realityI see that all of US are actually a part of the space that exists within God. (Read that again if you need to.) 

God is 'The Spark' of Light within us, and this Spark is the connection we have to our Higher Selves. When we fail to stay in touch with our Higher Selves (because we are down on our Self or life in general) we lose faith.  In losing faith, we fail to appreciate Love and Light. 

It is our FAITH in God that keeps us strong and connected with Godyet (even if we do lose faith) because we ALWAYS have and hold the eternal Spark within, never can there be a time where we are lost to God.  Never will there be a time when we are away from God.  While it might seem (to ego) God is missing ... God is there! 

Watching, Waiting and Loving us ... the whole time!

Are we alone in the Universe?

Oh my gosh!  To this question, I can confidently tell you a big, fat, whopping ... NO! 

We are but 'one' of trillions and trillions of existences out there.  And I can also tell you that we are not anywhere near the center of the Universe, we are actually in the outskirts of it.

So Earth is not our home?

Only for a little while. Earth is actually one of many homes we will have known before our incarnation career is over.  I like to think of Earth as the current living, breathing stage our Soul and physical human body (which you already know is temporary) is now existing on.  Yet Heaven is made of pure, radiant Light that lasts forever.

Heaven could certainly be said to be our real home, however; as we spiritually mature we will find ourselves continuously moving upward to even higher dimensions in Heaven, and as this happens, a time will come when we will have reached a level that finds us once again reunited with the Creator of all Creation.

What about beings from other planets, do you think they visit here?

Yes I do.  And I think those who have been permitted to cross over into our world have been doing so for a very long time now (for a very important purpose) as Divinely arranged by Heaven.  Since my NDE, because of a few things I was shown, it is now my deep belief that some of the more phenomenal events depicted in the Old Testament (such as the Great flood of Noah, the parting of the Red Sea for Moses, the mass explosion of Sodom and Gomorrah, etc) are not only very true, but were moments in time which were orchestrated and performed by beings of a much higher order and intelligence than our ownwho may have volunteered their technology and understandings or even sent to help guide and shape a culture within humanity during a pressing time within its development and evolution.

Why do some claim to see these beings and some do not?

I think we pass by things all the time without noticing them, but that does not mean they do not exist or that they are not there.  We human beings tend to form and fashion what we call 'our reality' based upon what we believe we can handle.  And what we tend to believe we can handleis what we believe we can still control.  I think the idea of other beings from other places tend to scare most people because it seems to be such an unknown.  Yet you must understand ... according to the laws of Universal manifestation, anything that occurs to us (even as a thought in our subconscious mind or imagination) does indeed exist somewhere,  on some level.  If it didn't, we human beings (who are actually more spiritual beings than anything else) would not be picking up the transmission or images in our mind.

Another thing to consider when wondering why most of us have not seen extraterrestrials yet is that we humans tend to think in flesh and blood terms.  Those who come from other places (that are not of this world) may not always hold a flesh and blood form exactly.  Their vibration may greatly differ from our own and this may make them seem almost transparent or even invisible to many.  This is why cameras and video recorders are such valuable tools for those who are curious.  These devices can often capture images a human, opinionated eye may not.

Do you think a time will come when more of us will know and believe in the existence of those who come from other worlds?

Yes.  Once we as a people prove that we are collectively ready to embrace such a reality.  Until then, only a few will understand that this phenomenon is more than a possibility.

How did we come into Spiritual existence?

My guides showed me a time we call the beginning of Creation.  Just as I observed the formation of my own unique Spirit, later there was a huge explosion, coming from an amazing looking, singing, pulsing, Joy-filled ball of bright Golden-White Light! I knew that I had always been very much a part of this Great Light, as have the rest of us.  From this Orb of Light exploding, I found myself happily and quite excitedly hurling through space and timearriving safely in a perfect place of peace and amazing splendor. I knew immediately that this place was geared toward the expansion and education of every Soul that came there. Today I call this space, "The Realm"  and it is here that we are assisted by many wise beings and Elders while we are being helped to complete much training and soulish expansion.

Please explain about orbs.

Consider how we each have a microcosm of billions of intelligent cells that exist within our human bodies.  These cells are in constant union and communicating with each other and because of this we are able to physically survive, thrive and rebuild ourselves on a cellular level.  Well, I believe we exist spiritually as a kind of cell within the body of God.  I also know and believe that there are many orbs and cells of many different kinds and types of life out there in our Universe and within the multiple dimensions that surround us.

The science of physics tells us that an object which takes on the form of a circle uses up less energy to maintain its self and can do so infinitely.  I find that very interesting, because even today (during my more clairvoyant moments) out of no whereI will see colorful orbs or sparks of light zipping by me or hovering near other people.  Perhaps you have seen (or 'thought' you have seen) them yourself?  It is not at all uncommon for people (who consider themselves to be non-clairvoyant) to see these amazing demonstrations coming from the supernatural world.  In fact, many are starting to notice orbs surface more and more in their own personal pictures, especially when taken with a digital camera.  When you pay closer attention to your digital photos you will more than likely see an orb hovering over someone's head or they will be in the upper corner of a room, sometimes leaving a trail of light as they they put themselves in motion.  If you train yourself to watch out for orbs, eventuallyyou will likely see them. 

So are these orbs ghosts?

No, I would not call them thatbecause I do not believe they are here to haunt or even follow us around long-term.  I would venture to say that these emanations are merely spiritual beings traveling between dimensions in the Astral Realm.  You must understand that going on all around us is a kind of spiritual freeway of moving Souls in constant transit.  Some may be loved ones here to check in on us for a brief moment, or others may have been sent to act as a kind of Angel during important moments of our lives.  I think the more we consider and watch out for the agents and residents of Heaven to appear, the more we will be able to recognize them and become more comfortable with their presence.  Also, a lot has to do with the level of spiritual vibration we are holding at the time.  If our spiritual vibration is low, we will see and perceive little else but other low vibrational, slow moving, dense atomic, material objects currently around us.  Also, when we exist in lower vibrational states, we tend to focus on our own sense of self pity, rather than seeing ourselves as spiritually empowered and able to break through barriers and strongholds of this very temporary world!

However, if our spiritual vibration is high, we can actually see and perceive quite a bitwhich will depend largely upon our own level of comfort of seeing such things.  But once we allow fear and bewilderment to chase us down and win, our vibration soon plummets and the door that was now opening, closes shut.

What are ghosts, anyway?

To understand what a ghost is, first you must understand what you, yourself are ethereally comprised of (inside your own physical body)which is pure, atomic Light. 

When your Soul is finally apart from your physical vessel, you will at first appear to yourself in your atomic state.  This is also known as your Astral body, which is a conglomerate of swirling atoms in a semi-formed (human appearing) state.  Underneath and within the atoms themselves is yet another body comprised of an electrically charged and Light filled, colorful force or essencecalled Spirit.  This is actually your true body in this Realm.

What we tend to think of as ghosts, is simply a manifested psychic imprint or a kind of atomic mistcoming from the leftover energy of an individual who is now existing (in-part) between this dimension and the Astral Realmthe crossover point between this existence and the next.

I have come to believe the more a Soul's energy is made to become intense or passionate during the moment of their passing, the greater the likelihood they will attach themselves psychically to the moment and leave a powerful atomic/energetic imprint.  This imprint usually creates a kind of flickering transmission or frequency-based signal that those who are intuitive or sensitive to psychic energy are likely to pick up on. Some will even have the ability to actually see a psychic imprint full-on, while most will only sense its presence at best. 

I once worked with a couple who got along great, until they came back home to their new home.  Immediately, as soon as they stepped through the front door they would begin to fight.  It got so bad they actually started to feel powerful feelings of violence.  Turns out the foundation of their home was sitting on some kind of a battle site ... where civil wars had been fought.  These people were so intuitively sensitive, they unknowingly were picking up on the left over psychic imprint and reacting as if the energy was coming from them.  Once they had the knowledge of what was really happening, they began the process of holding their conscious intensions more powerfully and living their lives in such a way that formed a literal "Love and Light" barrier between them and the left over psychic debris.  After a few weeks the challenging energy began to dissipate and so did the couples in-home fighting.

Many times when we feel uneasy in a space and are not sure why, we may be subliminally reacting to the unseen energies within our environment.  If demonstrations of excessive anger, lust, selfishness or manipulation have been occurring frequently in a space, you can count on those who are spiritually sensitive (especially children and animals) picking up on the energies and also becoming aware of the supernatural beings and energies these kinds of behaviors attract.  Ever walk into a cold or hot spot in a room and then suddenly feel a sudden shift in temperature?  This is because you just crossed a time/space portal or the energetic standing space of an entity.  It is for this reason that it is important to remain consciously aware of the reasons why it is vital to keep your home as positive and loving as possible.  'Cause if there are 'ghosts' (or disincarnated people) in the house (whose energetic imprint holds a lower band of vibrational frequency) these guys will always be the first to arrive on the scene.

Because all atomic energy holds intelligence (on some level) a ghost is merely a left over remnant or echo of what that individual once wasand now the left over energy is seeking to understand the dramatic experience it encountered during life and/or at death. 

As the ghost seeks to navigate the limited amount of energetic essence it currently holds within its self, it may tend to portray themselves as a kind of "scene" that constantly replays (like a moment from a movie) over and over again.  I find that a ghosts' reveal usually has very little to do with another person in the room, and more to do with the ghost seeing or experiencing themselves against a live individuals' (who is observing them) energy. 

When a ghost with a strong or devious energetic presence senses it is being watched, it may seek to borrow or steal from the aura energy of their observer in order to make their demonstration appear and feel more intense and realso try not to allow the energy of fear to build up in you if you think you are encountering a ghost.  You will only be giving the entity what it sees as 'passive energy.'  Some ghosts may want to share or tell their story, so they will wait and save up their energy until they sense they are being perceived and communicate in any way they are able.  They will then put on the best display they can, but as soon their energy is used up, they will seem to fade from site.  This is why some ghosts just suddenly appear, only to disappear a short time later. 

When it comes to ghosts, the good news isa majority of them don't care if you see them or nottherefore they  remain completely benign and harmless. 

In conclusion, it is our divine birthright to call all wayward energies out of our dimension and  into the Light!  Especially those who cause havoc for living human beings!  So, if you feel you are in the presence of a being who is tainted with darkness or if you believe you are in the presence of an entity that needs to be banished from the Earth plainsimply pray and ask for The Christ Light and God's angels to come and shepherd the fragmented energy away from this dimension and into a more Heavenly place of Love and Lightso that the energy can be reunited with its original owner.  If a being seems resistant to leave, ask for help and find those you know who walk powerfully in Love and Faith to join you in your prayer of removal.  The more who are available to do this, the greater the chance of a more positive outcome. The prayer will open a portal of Light for angels to whisk the entity through to the other side.

Why do so many tend to forget or not consider God and/or Heaven in daily life?

While it might be difficult to understand, we humans are still very much connected together (as a collective consciousness) and because many in our world have not yet a found 'a good enough reason to constantly focus their intention on Godit is easy to become distracted by everyday life and lose interest or focus on the Divine.   ...And because others' seem to lose their interest or focus so easily, it can be misleading for us to believe that there really is not an issue with us losing our own.  But be diligent!  Know it is wise for us to do all we can to maintain our conscious connection to God and the Other Side, as this can help us through those difficult or confusing moments that always come in life.   This is perhaps why the experience of death (of a loved one or someone close to us) is often used by Heaven to give us a wake-up call; forcing us to more deeply consider what is before and beyond us. 

Plus, I am sure it does not help that each of our Souls (in this world) are covered by a kind of energy that manifests what can be thought of as, "a veil of forgetfulness."  This veil in actuality is a low vibrational barrier or supernatural wall that blocks us from seeing too easily between Realms and existences.  In order to see beyond it, a person must maintain a very high vibration in their Soul.  But a time comes when our Spirit calls out to us to mature so that we might look within and learn our truth, only it does not necessarily have to be during this lifetime.  After a period of time of going back and forth, living worldly one moment and then recalling that we are of The Spirit and a Divine being, we ultimately learn to balance out and co-exist with ourselves and each other peacefully.  And once enough time has passed, we realize it really is trueeach of us really DOES carry a literal "piece" of God's Light within, therefore it can be considered that whenever another person is near usso too is a part of God. 

So to recap: God sent each of us to this planetcarrying a portion of The Creator's Light inside.  Only, right now, that Light is covered up by the flesh suit we call the human body.  The question is, will we be able to look past the body and then be able to discern, develop and nurture the Light we each carry?  It is not easy, I know!  But learning how to succeed in this quest is part of God's plan and how we are helped to mature in the Spirit.  And not to worry, God did not send us here empty handed!  We have much guidance all around us in the supernatural Realm and each of us have deep wisdoms (from previous existences) implanted within our Soul.  They will speak to us in our time of need.  When it is in God's plan for us to tap into this wisdomthere is nothing that can be done to stop the process!  Just remember, God reaches everyone in a different way.  No one person awakes to wisdom the same exact way.  That is why God has given us such different personalities, life yearnings, comfort zones or expectations, as these drive us into the lives that ultimately rise us up to the inner truth that sleeps within us all. 

Somehow, through each of us living in a physical body (and having been given a unique personality) we are not only helped to better understand our Creator, but this is how we are encouraged to learn how to recognize and start practicing Love.   As we struggle, yet seek to take dominion over the ego, we learn to recognize the voice of our own Spiritwhile learning how to differentiate between the needs vs. the wants of our own Soul.  (And yes, there is a differenceas our 'wants" tend to be more ego motivated.)

If Love is truly utilized and practiced (as we seek to manifest our needs in a balanced way) we will then begin a more lasting and resourceful relationship with our own Spirit, which over time will help us to expand our consciousness and Self awarenessthus helping us to better understand our life's true purpose.

Please Always Remember: Love creates Lightand Light causes our inner Being to illuminate brightly.  While we might not always 'see' this Light, we will be able to eventually spiritually feel it and therefore experience God through each other.

A time will come when we will be back in the Loving embrace of our God, and it will be a very Joyous time for us all.  But first we must work at accomplishing the thing God sent us here to learnAND I WILL SAY IT AGAIN ... THAT IS LOVE!  We are here to have complete and total Love of each other and complete and total Love of ourselves.   Until such time as each and everyone of us comprehends what Love is exactly and understands how to utilize its energy, the process of seemingly being 'apart' from God will go on and onuntil the very last Soul has realized the truth: That there is no greater power in the Universe than Love! 

When I arrived in Heavenduring the beginning of my experienceI found myself in a huge room where the walls and ceilings were seemingly made of pure crystal; they had a very healing kind of Light and soft music coming from the inside of them. The effect of the Light and music flowing together was so calming, that I felt right at home in this space almost at once.

In fact, the energy was so pure here that I felt as if I was being given a wonderful Light and Music bath.  I was being shined on, 're-tuned' and helped to harmonize with the spirit world; and this assisted me to think and feel more clearly than I ever had before.  Whatever residue of anger, doubt or frustration I might have been carrying around in my Soul up until this point, was being completely washed away.  Looking back, I now believe that the purpose of this room was to prepare me for what was about to happen next.

With my guides besides me, I was taken into a new room.  In my mind I heard that I was entering, "The Room of Knowing".  The room seemed to be suspended in mid air, and right in the middle of the dark of space ... with swirling galaxies going on all around it.  Standing on a floor that appeared as reflective, black onyx; I stood in awe and watched as God's Super Universe spun above, like a perfectly choreographed dancewhich often made the floor look like a magnificent mirror.

I looked up, and saw four translucent screens begin to appearand form a kind of gigantic, cubed box all around me.  It was through this method that I was shown my life review. (Or rather I should say, "MY LIVES IN REVIEW!")

While the cube was definitely square, once I was within it (and surrounded completely) I realized that the device was also cylindrical.  Without ever having to turn my head, I panoramically saw my past, present, futureand there was even a screen behind me that displayed a tremendous amount of scientific data, numbers, symbols and universal codes.  I was in complete amazement because (as all of this was occurring) I realized I understood absolutely everything I was seeingeven in the most microscopic detail!  There seemed to be no limit to the thoughts I was able to think or the ideas I was able to absorb.  In this space, what we tend to think of as a limited comprehension or single mindedness here on Earth, becomes truly infinite and limitless here!  I kept thinking over and over how true it is what they say: that when we go back homewe all really are of ONE mind! 

One item of interest I would like to now point out:  While I was able to see anything that was either beside or below me in the box, without physically movingif I wanted to actually 'look up' however, I did have to apply effort and 'intend' to see upward.  I find that fascinating, because the same holds true in life.  If we want to walk forward or downward, in respect to gravity, it really does not require that much energy, however, if we want to climb upward we have to apply actual effort.  When thinking of this in physical, mental, emotional and psychological terms, I don't know about you, but for me I start to realize that it is totally in God's plan that we learn how to endure resistance and apply ourselvesso that we might reach our upward destinations, otherwise known as our personal goals and dreams. 

Another thing to think about: Ask any person to look in the direction where they think God exists and most will usually look upward.  Those who have found some form of enlightenment will gesture all around themselves, while those who have truly formed a close, personal relationship with God will motion to their Heart center.  Again, I think this says something about us and proves that we are truly instinctual beingswho put ourselves only as close to God as we personally feel comfortable being.  When we distance God away from us, this indicates we feel (in our Soul) that we still have much to learn.  If we bring God closer, we believe ourselves readyto apply to life what we think we know and believe God and life has shown us.

What and where is Heaven?

In truth Heaven is all around us.  But the place most of us think of as "Heaven" is actually a location that exists in the inner and upper most, center regions of the Realm.  And I know this may sound strange, but (from far away) I remember an image of the Realm of Heaven looking something like two cones placed together tip to tipwith the large openings opposite of each other, which also connected to all the other incarnation based Realms.  And surrounding the entire structure was an orb or sphere of energy−−all surrounded by spinning geometrical shapes.  

During my NDE, I had an intrinsic knowing that a more intense form or  presence of God Almighty sits directly in the center of every realm, in an invisible dimension that can only be entered and navigated by the way of the Spirit.  The higher a person can cause their own inner vibration to become, the deeper into the time/space that individual can go and travel into this space in order to find and relate to God. 

During my experience I saw that there are many different Realmsand each is stacked one atop the other, like pancakes.  Each Realm can be entered via a channel or portal, however before someone can enter a particular Realm, first the vibrational signature of the individual entering must accommodate and match with the vibrational signature of the Realm they are crossing over into.

And now here is the really mind blowing part!  In Divine Reality (from God's perspective) I absolutely knew that in comparison with everything else that God created within the Super Universe, our entire Realm is no bigger than the point of a needle! 

To help wrap your mind around this concept, consider how science is now able to make a computer chip (that can hold an infinite amount of information)no bigger than a microscopic sliver of metal.  Well, God (the ultimate scientist of all) can store "His technology" in an even better way!   Perhaps this gives us even more dimension as to why Jesus said, "The Kingdom is within!"

Does God always hear our prayers? 

Absolutely!  God is the Spark of Light we hold within our Spiritwhich also gives us the ability to have physical life. 

So....

If God is this Sparkthen why wouldn't our Maker hear us? 

Have you ever been around a body that is no longer alive (whether a person or an animal) and felt for their energy?  You know they are not there any more because, not only has their core energy or Spirit left their body ... the Spark of God is gone too.  You know this is true as you clairsentiently and inwardly compare the Spark that you hold within yourself, with theirs.

As I witnessed my life-review, I relived all the many times I had asked God for help (with certain issues in my life) and I also observed myself lose hope over and over againthinking that God had either not heard me or didn't care.  From the view point of Heaven, I saw that quite the opposite was true!  I saw that every time I made a request to God, the Universal powers around me were literally moving both Heaven and Earth to help me manifest my request!  Only what I did not know at the time was that much of the things I had asked forwere being scheduled to happen in later lifetimes. 

There is a verse in the Bible where Jesus Christ says:

"Ask ... and you shall receive ... knock ... and the door will open!." 

Jesus was able to confidently tell us this because He knew that life is never ending and that our God (who Loves us so much) honors all requests sooner or later, (whether it is in this life or in the next.)  All we have to do in the meantime is have faith that God knows what is best for us.  And if we truly believe thisHeaven will send us a Spirit of Peace to tide us over.

Why is life the way it is?  Sometimes it seems so good and then it gets crazy!

Why does God schedule certain "dreams," "wishes" or "life-requests" to happen in later lifetimes?

First of all, we are pretty busy down here on Earth, as each of us has tons of duties, responsibilities and spiritual assignments we have to complete before this lifetime is over.  And some of the things we have to do may have been carried over from a another/former existence.  Believe it or not, many of the projects we are working on (in this life) are merely tasks left over from previous (or other) existences considered important to our Soul.  We each have lots to do in this life, working with different people and developing various talentsand the result may be that we will not have enough time to accomplish every new goal or dream before this lifetime is completed.  But!!! we can be confident in knowing that if we ask God for something, God always hears us and wants to make us happy, therefore at sometime (whether it is in this lifetime or another) our wish will be granted.  And when we return back home to the Realm, in this timeless space, we will see and experience all of our collective Selves as if we are experiencing ONE lifetime, having been woven and treaded together like a fine tapestry.

Therefore, we should keep in mind that God always knows when the best or exact time to have us receive a request would be.  Our ego makes us believe that we should have what we want in the instant we made the request (especially during times when it seems we are suffering), but God always knows when 'that something we want' would be more meaningful and have a more lasting impactand these are the times when God usually gives us the desires of our Heart.  You have to keep in mind: Life is a whole lot bigger than our ego mind lets us think it is!  Everything we endure in life is all about expanding our capacitymaking us ready to be able to accommodate even more once a request we made to God arrives. 

So many ask God for something, and because our requests do not immediately manifest it might be easy to think our wish is not coming or that God is not listening.  This is not true.  Once you ask God for somethingit is coming!  God, the Angels and other Divine helpers are always working on your behalf!!  However, you must clearly understand that most of the things we ask for, we are not properly prepared or strong enough to handle once they arrive. So when people ask Heaven to help them manifest a major dream, they must comprehend that the ones' looking after them (their guides) know that if the dream came when they were not truly ready for it, it would crush the person flat!  Therefore, Heaven sends lessons and challenges to help a person develop character and integrity.  Through this process they will become strongergradually, and once their dream or request to God arrives, they will not only be able to hold or carry it, but they will be able to enjoy and thrive in it too!

Some of us may have a dream or a goal we would like to see manifest before this life is over and actually have it happen, while some of us might have to wait to experience our dream in a later life.  No matter, please know that when your wish or dream is supposed to come to you it will, and when it does it will be completely fantastic!  Until then, just realize that other lessons (that you need to experience for your own good) are being learned.

What about time?  Does it exist at all in Heaven?

No.  During my NDE, I discovered that Heaven is a place where ALL TIME is happening all at once.  

The way I like to think of it is: God is Time and we are the moving hands on our Creators' clock.  While we (the hands) may all seem to be in motion, God (Time) sits perfectly still like a solid foundation or stage for us to live out the dramas' of our lives.

I know that may sound bewildering to some saying that all time is happening at once, and for the sake of writing this book, I would like to be able to say that my trip to the Other Side happened in a kind of sequence, but it didn't.  As I mentioned before, with the exception of a few brief moments (during the beginning and the very end of my NDE) I had what I can only think to call, "an extended eternal moment" where I experienced my own Light travel everywhere and experience everything at once. 

I witnessed my own spiritual essence expand outward, like an exploding sun, and as all the various "rays" went forth, north, south, up, down, east, west and all around (at a supernatural speed much faster than the speed of Light), I was able to take in, process and ultimately recall a tremendous amount of information.  Yet, even now, since having had my NDE, I find that I am still trying to sort and figure out a great deal; and to be perfectly honest, I don't think I will ever be able (in this lifetime) to successfully communicate exactly what happened to me or what I saw and felt within the deepest part of my being.  This is one of the reasons I wanted to wait till I was a little older before I actually published anything pertaining to my experience, as I was hoping that maturity and life experience would help me be able to better explain the event, as well as what I now believe I now know.  But as the demand has so obviously grown, with hundreds of e-mails and thousands of visits on my website every week, I have decided that my years of reflection has been long enough and now I see that it is time for me to prayerfully and faithfully walk forward and put my recollections and understandings down permanently in inkand also in the capable hands of Heaven.  However, even still, as I write these words in this moment ... I realize there is so much more to conceptualize and process.

The deeper I went into Heaven, the more I realized that there is no time.  It simply does not exist in the higher spiritual stations and spheres.  On the other side, there is no night and daynor is there any aging or biological decay.  Absolutely everything that has ever happened, is happening now, or will happen in the future, is all happening right this moment. 

Time, I understood, was created for those who exist in a physical body to help us develop a sense of what is truly meaningful and what is not while we exist and explore life in our physical body.  If we were just to exist with an understanding of timelessness, we humans would more than likely get little to nothing done!  But with a structured system of 'time' in place, (as we observe our own aging and manage the limited amount of energy available to us), we are made to focus our attention toward the details that matter most to our Soul in the moment.  Doing this helps us to maintain a certain pace, as we mentally grow.  Then, as ego induces the idea that we are 'running out of time' somehow the event of fearing age, seems to helps us to consciously prioritize and zoom in on the smaller details of our life. 

The body we live in now, exists in its own time table, however, once we return WHOLLY with Spirit and The Realm, we will have an amazing recollection that we are actually a sum total of many existences, which (as I have explained) are all existing at once. 

Are all our lives occurring here on Earth?  

No, they are all going on RIGHT NOWall over God's Super Universedue to the fact that all beings are intrinsically made of Light; and Light has the ability to divide and subdivide atomically according to the experiences our Higher Self wants to have and see us experience.  The miracle of all this however, is that each stand of Light has its own sense of unique identity.  And the only way to explain why or how this is possible?  GOD IS AMAZING! 

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Our spiritual brother, Albert Einstein

A moment happened in the beginning of my experience where Albert Einstein, the famous scientist, came forward to speak with me.  While at first I could not make out his face, by the 'feel' of his energy I knew exactly who he was as soon as he appeared. 

To be perfectly honest, I really never had much of an interest in Einstein before, so I found it interesting that I was seeing him now, and what amazed me at the time was that he seemed to know exactly who I waseven though he died in 1955, 14 years before I was born. 

He explained that he wanted to answer a few questions I was starting to have about some of the codes and scientific theories I was now seeing on the screen held behind me.  He told me it was important for me to fully understand, so I could accomplish my destiny on Earth.  I remember wondering how it was that he could speak of and claim to know of my destiny, when I myself did not have a clue?

As he spoke to me about space, time and relativity I was aware that Einstein had been (and still was) a great teacher who not only had been born to our world, but that he had also come to many other worlds' in God's Super Universe to help them advance in scientific and social understanding.  As his energy stood before me, it was like being near an old friend who just happened to be tremendously brilliant, and what I found completely remarkable was how he was able to explain even the most complex notion in such an easy to understand way. 

Not only was he incredibly kind, sincere and funny; he always seemed to be completely interested in my views.  We started discussing sound and the use of music and harmonies for the purpose of transporting energy into a space. It surprised me that I actually started to believe I knew more about this particular subject than he seemed toand when he showed me a supernaturally displayed diagram of what the Universe looks like before and after sound has entered it, I challenged him in our discussion about the use of tonal dissonance, which led to another discussion about the opening of some sort of time/space portal and the filling of space with atomic, neutrino type matter.  I understood that this matter absorbed and recorded absolutely that happened within the space it filled.  Without thinking, I began speaking about the use of positive and negative energy, and that if too much challenging energy fills a space, the atmosphere becomes tainted and is never as pure as before.  We spoke about Nazi Germany and how the vile actions performed there, when Hitler was in power, forever altered the energies in that part of the world.

Ultimately, Einstein seemed highly interested (and even humored) by my assertions.  And as he saw that I was shocked by my own sudden burst of self confidence, he congratulated me on what he called my "chutzpa" (hut-spa)a word I had never heard before until then, which I later found out was a Yiddish term expressing, "sudden and unexpected boldness."  While our actual conversation seemed brief in comparison with everything else I encountered during my NDE, Einstein did manage to impart a tremendous amount of information to me in a way that I can only call, "telepathic"not only could I hear his thoughts and explanations fully in my mind, I could also see actual multi-dimensional, moving, colorful demonstrations as well.  It was like watching a live documentary that is being broadcast into your mind.  Unfortunately, most of what I was shown is not always easy for me to recall at will, but I am sure it is all still subconsciously with me, because I will sometimes  find myself suddenly able to explain some of the things Einstein showed me on a "as needed" basis during my one-on-one sessionsand then be completely stunned by what I just remembered!.

My lady guide stepped forward, and with Einstein still standing somewhere near-by, she directed my attention toward the screen hanging to my left.  On the screen I watched the beginning of my material existence, where I was a pure, glimmering, baby Soulsurrounded by a tremendous ball of Loving, Golden Light.  Then I witnessed my own spiritual evolution and saw that I had existed long before this present incarnation (where I am now a male human known as Christian Andréason.)  For me, watching the process of living life, after life, after life unfold, was mind blowing!  I undeniably observed that I had lived an innumerable amount of liveswhere I had been born into a human body many, many times as both a woman and a man!  This greatly surprised me because up until this time I had been led to believe (by Christian fundamentalist religion) that not only were multiple incarnations not possiblea Soul could only maintain one gender in Heaven. 

As my attention turned to the screen in the center, I saw how wise, Elder guides watch over us always, and that with every incarnation they send us to the best  places within God's Creation, where we can obtain the most amount of growthaccording to our spiritual needs and over-all Divine purpose. 

There was a moment when I was able to travel though the center screen and quite suddenly I found myself visiting a few of these places and remembered having incarnated into some of them.  A split second later, my attention was focused on the third screen, that was to my rightand as it came to life, I began to see representations of what were to be my future lives.  With both the center screen and the one that was to the right, I actually saw a separate version of myself, three-dimensionallyliving out each incarnation as if it was happening in present time.  Seeing this left me totally spellbound!  

Once more the energy of Albert Einstein came toward me and he explained that in Heaven's reality, there really was no such a thing as "past lives" or "future lives", as from the view point of Heavenall of our incarnations are actually happening all at once!  Einstein taught me how our Spirit is able to divide and subdivide its Self, just like God, as when our Creator formed us, therefore we are able to create a new life for ourselves as our Spirit sees the need.  Einstein said, "We are all like cells in the body of God.  We never go away.  We never leave.  All we do is merely merge our preexisting energy together for the purpose of making new cellswhich ultimately represents an extension of our authentic Spirit."  The process is completely comparable to how a human body or human life regenerates.  Just as we are each extensions of our Earthly parents, we are extensions of our Heavenly parent and Higher Self as well.

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The Tunnel

During my NDE, I don't consciously remember traveling down a tunnel, as you hear about in most near-death experiences.  I have talked to many of the most famous NDE people out there (who are still here with us) and I find that even they too have a slight different understanding of tunnels from one another. 

While I was often aware of tunnels and portalsand even heard a few of them whirling beside me ... to be perfectly honest, if I did go through one, I do not remember.

I do, however, recall seeing a rather unusual visual of a guide traveling to a deeper dimension in Heaven, as he was going through a tunnel himself.  As the guide started his journey, I started to see what looked to be a fast moving, swirl of energy stretching down a long, thin, endless drain.  What was odd was while the guide stood in place the entire time, he visually appeared to be becoming smallerwhile at the same time he appeared to be lengthening as he fell deeper into the swirl of energy.  Then all at once, he was gone!   Later, it occurred to me, that what I had seen was this guides' energy traveling through a portal which connected the dimension (or Realm) I was standing inbetween another that held a much faster vibration. 

Intuitively I knew that the guide had not really become smaller, but actually much bigger.  It was my perception of him that seemed 'smaller' because he apparently was traveling to a place that (to me) was very far away from where I was standing in my own consciousness. 

Because of having witnessed this, it is my belief that we each do something very similar when we leave this life and travel to the Other Side.  As we go down the long tunnelour Spirit body of Light shrinks away from our "small" physical body, leaving it behind so that we might reunite with our much bigger body of Light or 'Higher Self' in Heaven.

In truth, "Heaven" is all around us.  It is not just abovebut directly in front, around and even (just as Jesus Christ said) within.  It may be difficult for those who exist in a doubtful mental state of lower vibration to imagine what Heaven is exactly,  but Heaven is certainly here with us (as is God)right here and right now! 

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Heaven is our real home!

Now that you have had a near-death experience, are you afraid to die?

No I am notif anything, I am actually excited!   For the rest of my life, I cannot image not considering Heaven as being my real home!  I have a good idea now of what is waiting for meand it is so wonderful!  The only thing that makes me resistant to return too soon is that I want to make sure that I accomplish everything that I was meant to do in this life.  That is very important to me and something I think about quite often. 

And by the way, (just so you know) I do not believe that we die.  I believe we transition.

Do you know what it is you are supposed to accomplish now in life?

I think I know some of it, but everything ... no, I don'tand to be perfectly honest, I don't want to know everything I am destined for.  There would be no point to be being here otherwise. 

I do know I am meant to help people, to be a teacher or guide when permitted, to work with music, help influence and impact culture and obviously write down or talk about what I believe I know of the Spirit, while at the same time I develop and deepen my own intuition.  

I believe I am meant to try and figure out life on certain levels, like one would try to resolve a crossword puzzle, so that I might help give clues to others' about the possibilities of their lives.  Yet, I also know I am not supposed to take myself or this life so seriously, that I get to the point I no longer enjoy it.  So from this perspective, I tend to see life as a kind of game that can sometimes be quite challenging or fun.  However, the goal,  is to seek to infuse every single day with as much Love and goodness as I can squeeze from my intention and give away freely.

So, from that standpoint, I know I am here to be a friend.  I was shown very clearly in Heaven that nothing is more important than Loving the people God puts in our livesand doing this with all of our Heart!  Even when we are hurting.  Everyone that is here is here for a reason.  Even the difficult people!  God put us all here to help take care of each other.  Learning how to do this makes us a better Soul. 

I am here (as are the rest of us) to learn how to be a better Soul.  By intentionally working on this ideal consciously, not only will I help reshape my own life, I will shift the outcome of this world and all of God's Super Universe.

Does Heaven know when we are going to die?

The time, method and place of our passing is always known way in advance by our Elders and guides, as well as by our own Higher Self before it actually happens.  This process (which is centered around what will give us the most spiritual growth) was fully discussed, mapped out and then agreed upon before we incarnated into these bodies.

Who will be there when I arrive?

Your relatives, friends and even former beloved pets (who are now on the other side) will be telepathically alerted to your impending transition; you will be able to depend on them to greet you as soon as your arrival back into the Realm occurs, should that be the wish of you and your Higher Self. 

When I pass away from my body where is it that my Soul will go? 

We each return to the spherical space in the Realm we last came from (prior to this incarnation) which exists within the center of Heaven or what I refer to as, "The Wheel of Destiny".  Our guides will be waiting for us there, ready to help us through our life review, and once that is completed, we go before our elders, who give us further instruction and enlightenment about the physical lives we just encountered.  Then we usually join a group of fellow Souls (we are close to within the Realm also known as our Soul Family) or we spend some time on our own in a very pleasant or tranquil place within the Realm or God's Super Universe our Soul appreciates.

How do we get to where we are going in the Realm?

Everything in God's Super Universe is regulated by vibration, electrical current and frequency. The higher our Soul's level of vibration and frequency, the higher and further we are able travel throughout the Divine Realms and God's Super Universe.  What is interesting about the Realm is that our energy automatically brings us right to the place that either most interests us or resembles our own energy.

What about God's vibration?

Our Creator vibrates at an absolute level that is so fast that He actually sits perfectly still!  Yet God spans past all space, time and His entire Creation without having to even lift a single finger or move the central part of His own energy!   When thinking of the  frequency, vibration and energy of Father God, I can only share with you that it is incomprehensible, as it is constantly ever-expanding upward in pitch.

What does the inside of Heaven look like?

Glorious! There are great cities very similar to the ones we live in now, only these places have great harmony and balance to them. I saw one city that was made entirely of gold and precious stones.  It actually glowed! One city that always stays in the back of my mind is a great metropolis made entirely out of what looked to be sapphires. It glows with the most luminous blue and white Light. It reminds me of a white Christmas tree with beautiful blue glass balls. I had a knowing that this place was where Loving Christ-like communicators choose to gather and exchange thoughts. There is a tremendous amount of Love and Grace in Heaven. No matter where you go, the feeling of Love and Joy is everywhere. There is no other place you would rather be.

Is there a special place where we stay in Heaven?

The point to incarnating in a physical body is so that once we are done, we can then explore the many worlds and places of wonder within the Realm. However, each of us is allowed a sacred space there, (where we can make a home for our Soul), if we desire to. (I will explain more about this below.)

How does Heaven change in appearance?

The higher up you go in Heaven, the more it becomes impossible to give a human description. I try to explain it by saying there are flashes of Light and brilliant colors of every spectrum everywhere. In fact the colors that are in Heaven are more brilliant than the ones we have here on Earth. There are healing tones that play incredible music, which all together form one single sacred song. There is such tremendous LOVE, PEACE and JOY there that you can think of no other place you would rather be. There is no way to really describe the high Heavens. It has to be experienced by the individual. And all individuals will have this experience when they are ready and it is time for them.

Who goes to Heaven?

In the endbelieve it or not (sigh of relief) everyone gets to come home!  I know some people will have a hard time hearing this.  Especially those who believe that people who do evil deserve damnation.  But you must understand; Heaven does not think as we do.  Heaven is a place of ultimate LOVE!  They want nothing more than to see us healed and restored should we have been damaged by evil.  And to Heaven, those who are hurt by evil or even seen as Souls' who actually do it ... are all seen as individuals who are hurting in the worst wayand in need to repair.  Also, do you honestly think Jesus would have asked us to forgive, serve and Love one another without hesitationif Heaven does not do that as well?  Think about it.

Understand, God has a perfect system of justice.  What comes around, always goes around.  No one ever gets away with anything.  I can promise you that!  What we do not rectify and make right in this life, we will have to accomplish in the next one.  The great Christian teacher from India, Paramahansa Yogananda, believes that Heaven does not usually allow us to remember former incarnations because of the challenging Karma we may have endured before.  He says, there is no greater "hell" than the hell we create for ourselves though the perpetration of unloving behavior.  The energy of such deeds always comes to find us in later lives.

When we have learned how to become individuals that base our entire existence and consciousness around manifesting LOVE, we then become capable of entering the domain of the higher Realms of Heaven while also understanding how Heaven thinks.  In the Bible, it is written, "Our thoughts are not like God's thoughtsand our ways are not like God's ways."   And without the energy of Love permeating our being fully, we will never even come close to thinking like God.

The bottom line is this: until we practice Love consistently, we will only go so far until we are made to incarnate somewhere in God's Super Universe again and again (unlimited times) until we finally learn our lesson.  Until then, we will be allowed to come back home to various parts of the Realm temporarily, so that we can be refreshed, refurnished and taught by our elders, Soul Family and our guides.  But once we are done, it is off to work we go!

But what about the people who ALWAYS do bad things in life?

First of all, when we make errors in life, God does not see us as bad people, but Souls who are in need to enlightenment.

If we do harm to others or ourselves in life, God sends us to a place or future incarnation that will ultimately show us why doing such things is wrong.   These lifetimes tend to be very severe.

You can trust that when God or Heaven sends you somewhere to learn something, the lesson will be learned soon enough!

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Lots of things! Individuals are laughing, relaxing and enjoying one another's company. Some are off working together in pairs (or larger), so that they might bring a new concept or idea, or accomplish a Divinely intended goal for the planet. Some are off to themselves reflecting in far away, peaceful places and learning how to work with and trust the power they hold within them. Others form close-knit groups and enjoy learning together as they are taught by various Loving, advanced teachers and guides of Spirit. The Realm is a real happening place I can tell you that! I always laugh when I think of society's image of Heaven as little cherubs sitting around playing harps on clouds. Ahhhh ... it's a whole lot more intense than that!

Who can see Heaven or the Divine Realm?

Anyone can see it.

Even in the body?

Yep. Even in the body. You will be amazed to find out that some of the things you "thought you saw" (but thought your mind was playing tricks on you) were actually things Heaven was helping you see on Earth. Again, the higher up you go in your capacity to hold Love and Light in your Soul, the greater the chance your spirit will reside long enough in your body to help your consciousness become open enough to help you see and understand the Realm.

How can I learn how to see it?

Every time you choose to participate in a LOVING THOUGHT, you are manifesting the feeling of HEAVEN ON EARTH. The reason most are so unsure about the place from which we all came is because we have not yet learned to LOVE ourselves or one another enough. Once we learn how to LOVE enough and keep this LOVE perpetual, we will build up a tremendous inner Light and this Light will be used to help us see glimpses into Heaven. Not only will you be able to see or sense spiritual things, you will also understand how to work through issues that trouble you in your life.

For many, seeing or sensing Spiritually can happen quite suddenly. Close your eyes, take a deep breath and ALLOW the peace, presence and Joy of Almighty God to wash over you like a warm, gentle, flowing stream of water. Concentrate on this feeling for as long as you are able.  Just imagine to your best ability what the word "JOY" might mean to you. If you feel doubt or have "jumbled" emotions about this word, it could mean that you are holding guilt, shame or unforgiveness in your Soul. These things have no place in the Realm of God!  Let them go now.  Think only what it means to LOVE and be LOVED.  Be patient.

What will I see when I seek to see Heaven?

Some report to having seen their silver cord, some see white flashes of Light, some see tunnels of dark blue or violet with a lovely blue pastel colors toward the end. Some of you may even see moving figures, buildings, colorful flower gardens or even great celestial cities. Others report having amazing consciousness expanding thoughts come to them which help them to understand their lives, the world and the ultimate plan of God better.  Sky is the limit for what you can experience!  That is the wonder of Heaven...

Do we have a home in Heaven?

As a matter of fact, (as I said before) I saw that we do (should we want one) and this home  held in the Astral Realmcan be any size and as wonderful as we wish it to be!

It can be a quaint cottage or it can even be a huge mansion.  Real estate is not an issue in Heaven!  If you can think it, it can be done.  What many of us fail to realize is that each of us DOES have the ability to manifest any visualization into material form.  In Heaven, because all things are made from the essence of pure LIGHT, this process is actually done quite easily.

In Heaven, we each have the ability to sculpt density into the Light (using concentration) and this is how we create 'form' throughout the Realm. We do this by lightly focusing (or pressing) with our intention.

You would be amazed at how much you could accomplish here on Earth once you master the art of concentration!  Everything mentally comes down to one single wordintention.  In Heaven holding intention is fairly easy because we can so easily tap into others around us who think and feel as we do.  Here on Earth, this process is far more difficult!  This is one of the reasons we incarnated here.  We wanted to learn how to sharpen our individual intentions. 

Our intentions are everything, as they dictate our future.  But if they are too spastic, undecided or doubted, our energy becomes fragmented and diluted, and our ability to bring something tangible into form becomes near impossible.  Therefore, it is important to really focus and concentrate on those things we believe we want and need.

What did your house look like in Heaven?

While this is very personal to me, I saw that I had a house made entirely of what looked to be rubies.  These precious stones were affixed to the walls in the hundreds of thousands to millions.  Maybe this explains my absolute obsession with the color ruby red! 

I saw that there was furniture in the house,  similar to what we have here on Earth, only it seemed to be more round and futuristic; and interestingly it had a great deal of cushion!  Surprisingly, texture is apparently something that can be felt in Heaven.  In fact, all of our five senses are very much the same as on Earth, only in Heaven, they are far more developed to an unimaginable degree.  We have the ability to smell, see, hear, touch (and get ready for this)EVEN TASTE!!!!  

The one thing about the home I think about the most, is that it had a lovely, flowing stream that moved through the actual house and into a lovely, lush, floral garden in the back.  The sound of bird song was everywhereand I absolutely adore bird song!  And while I do not recall ever seeing any of my beloved pets in Heaven, I remember that they meet us in the garden (as well as anyone else we might wish to see) once we cross over after our lifetime is completed. 

Another thing I always wonder and think about, I question whether or not the back of all of our homes in Heaven all share this same stream and gardenthe reason I wonder this is because it was in this place that I met a personage I call, "The Guardian of the Garden" who I knew looked after all the Souls who visited this tranquil space in Heaven.  I guess I will have to wait and see for sure!

How are we prepared for our incarnations?

Everything that we experience in Heaven always has a gigantic and well orchestrated plan behind it.  And there are a vast number of beings and angelic workers take great delight and feel incredibly privileged to help us discover ourselves and determine who we are to become.

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The 7 Realms of Development

From Heaven I remembered that before each of us are sent forth into our various incarnations or missions; we were first taught and instructed within many of the various compartments of God's Great Ream. 

For those who are preparing for incarnations in a humanoid form there are approximately 7 levels to graduate from.  Each of these spaces constitutes a special enclosure within the Realm, much like a small suburb or township, that exists within a cityrepresenting a specific compartment utilized for Soul-based training. 

Each is energetically colored and seen by the Spirit to coordinate with the various 7 hues of the rainbow.  Because of this, there exists a Red hued Realm, an Orange Realm, a Yellow Realm, a Green Ream, a Blue Realm, an Indigo/Pink Realm and then lastly, there is the Violet Realm. 

In the Red Realm we will have just come from having been manifested and incubated as an individual Spirit by God.  Once we are aware of our own uniqueness, we go before Elder Spirits who assign to us guides.  These wise Spirits who are much more evolved than us, usually remain with us for our entire incarnation process.  While we get to know them, we visually tour all of God’s creation and are taught one-on-one about all the vast purposes and intentions that each part of God’s Creation can provide for a visiting Soul.  It is during this time of tremendous growth that we are educated about the different worlds, creeds and cultures that exist. Our time in this Realm helps us to build up our inner confidence in ourselves, while we look to those we know we can trust.  Not only is it a time of questions and answers, it is a process that makes you grateful to God and full of awe as you realize just how wonderful the Creator is to have given you the gift of life.  The Red Realm infuses a Soul with tremendous energy and helps give them the courage to have their own sense of identity and unique perspective.  Some Souls having had difficult or traumatic incarnations  often return here to the Red Realm to be nurtured by the more feminine, Mothering force of God so that they might be re-infused with vast amounts of positive energy.

In the Orange Realm we are introduced to many other Souls who share similar energies to our own.  Socially we co-mingle with one another until we are eventually divided up into schools or various groupings called, “Soul Families”all according to our mutual gifts and interests.  It is here, in the Orange Realm that we mutually begin developing our creativity and intellect, while also learning how to manifest our own personal, unique feelings and impressions about God’s Super Universe in a group setting, with other like minded Souls.  This is a very happy place in the Realm and a great deal of fun.  With our Soul family in tow, our group guides will often take us out to explore specific parts of this Realm which help us to prepare for what it will be like to interact with othersdifferent from ourselves.  After every incarnation, we always return here to parts of this Realm to discuss our mutual successes and our failures, as well as our future intentions with our Soul Family.

In the Yellow Realm we separate away from our Soul familyand part ourselves at a distance from the opinions and view points of other Souls.  This event helps us to grow in wisdom.  For brief periods, we are encouraged by teachers and guides who pass through this Realm.  Masters and specialists of every kind of incarnation you can think of speak to us from a place of authentic experience. Their job is to help us truly begin to a refine and cultivate our own perceptions.  While they only visit with us for periods of time (so as not to overly intrude upon our solitude, which is vital for our development) their time with us is deeply important.   We are taught, reminded and cautioned about potential difficulties, pitfalls and challenges we either have or might eventually encounter … even before having ever experienced such things.  The life books of Soul's our teachers want us to know about are shown to us here and as this happens, we are allowed to step into a kind of simulation that helps us to experience what it might have been like to have been that individual.  It is here in the Yellow Realm that we also have our life reviews and once it is over, we are left to ourselves to play out some of the memories from our former incarnation ... so that we might reflect about who we are and who we see ourselves becoming. 

The Green Realm is often used as a point of re-entry into the spiritual Realm once a physical incarnation is completed, and many Souls will return to Heaven via this portal ... as this is where the deepest and most spiritual form of individual contemplation occurs.  There are no teachers or guides here; Only A Great Master... a warmly compassionate and engaging personage, who exists as a  flowing and rippling form of bright Light.  This Being is never far away from us so that we always have a friend who is instantly available for us to walk, talk and hash out our inner most concerns with.  This event all happens within the confines of a magnificent, lush, never ending garden that is filled with every kind of beautiful aspect of nature a person could never imagine—even in their wildest dreams.  I feel it important to note that this garden always retains the same look and feel for everyone who visits there.  As our wonderful and beloved Light Being friend speaks to us (once we show readiness) the vital importance of Love is shared with us and why it is our ultimate destiny to learn how to use and cultivate Love as often as possible.  We are shown aspects of the Creator’s Light, which exists as a spirit of Love we have within ourselves.  It’s tremendous healing and restorative power is revealed to us—as we are encouraged to utilize it as soon as it occurs to us to do so; especially during times where our physical incarnations begin to appear difficult.  Before we leave the Green Realm, the Being of Light gives us a special blessing and a vibrational signature is then placed upon us, so that in the moments of our darkest hours … we will never completely forget who we are or where we came from.  Christ’s voice calls out to us through this signature: ”You belong to me and I belong to you.  The Light of God is your true home and the Light is where you will one day return once your quest is completed.  Love is your greatest power.  Learn to use it well.”

In the Blue Realm we reunite with our guides and Soul family.  We also find old friends from the Orange Realm here, as well as advanced workers of Spirit intermingling with us.  We gather all together to listen to one another—to share newly conceived ideas and concepts that were obtained during our time of independent contemplation.  The Blue Realm is a phenomenal place of wonder. It is a fun place of invention and advanced creativity.  Many Soul's who are often in between incarnations come here and enjoy the exciting and active setting as their vacation away from physical life.  Older Souls share stories and experiences with younger Souls and sometimes some of these meetings present opportunities where new friendships are forged and future incarnations are planned.  It is in this location within the Realm that we imagine what 'our Heaven' should look and feel likeand everyone who inhabits this Realm is always involved, at least on some level in the process of constructing the Heaven we all dream together.  At the center most part of this Realm, we manifest an ever growing metropolis that is based around many different architectural images, which often resemble the same familiar traditional, Roman/Greek classic and modern, futuristic buildings we have become familiar with here on Earth.  In fact, all design and reproduction that occurs here has always first come from the Blue Realm.  Once something is manifested in this Realm, it lasts forever.

In the Indigo Realm, we enter into more of a serious state where we learn how to concentrate to use more fully the gift God gave us to manifest our ideas into actual form--to an even more advanced level.  It is here in the Indigo Realm, under the supervision of our guides that learn just how powerful our own thoughts can be.  As this occurs, we are allowed to work independently or as a group, practicing our skill at using our own energy to sculpt astral density into form, all so that an actual reality, of our own creation, might occur right before our very eyes.  It is in this deep, warm, blue, starry cosmos, that we learn exactly what kind of energy it takes for us to be able to produce an object or an outcome, and because of this, we learn how to better cultivate our thoughts so that once we are put into a physical flesh body, we will be able to, at some point, truly manifest what we say we desire.  There are many sacred schools of learning here and it is in this Realm we learn about some of the more mystical aspects of God's Super Universe.

The Violet Realm is a marvelous astral projection of what we mutually believe and desire for God’s Throne room to look like.  It is here that we are infused with an "I can do" spirit, while respectfully meeting and and being met by the Beings of the Highest order within Heaven: such as The Grand Elders (who are among the oldest of our Creation and exist as a kind of panel of wise Souls who guide our guides) and the Arch Angels (who all help to shepherd us in all our many existences and lifetimes).  Once our meetings are completed, it is then understood that we have accomplished the necessary preparation needed to begin incarnating into the physical Realms within God’s Super Universe.  It is now time for us to leave the schooling, restoration and healing rooms and Realms of Heaven.

However, there is one final stop that must happen.  As we are brought further into the Violet Realm… Our guides walk us into a vast domed Cathedral of Light.  This is the moment we have all been waiting for and the excitement we feel is enormous!  It is here in this gigantic room, which radiates pure golden Light and is bigger than a stadium … that we re-encounter the very essence of The One who brought us and all Creation forward. 

A kind of graduation ceremony begins, as each one of us is gently lifted up and levitated toward our Creator’s massive presence so that we can be adored. 

We are each spoken to privately.  No one hears the conversation that is shared between us and God.  The Almighty reveals His thoughts to us about the unique purpose and reason our Spirit was brought forth from His womb and into existence.  Yet, as this happens, it is clearly understood that no one’s purpose is any less than any others, as everyone is destined to play out a vital part to The Creator’s phenomenal and eternal plan. 

And while God knows we are more than likely to take many different roads and alternative paths to get to that final outcome, The Almighty knows, absolutely and confidently… that we will indeed arrive back home victorious! 

Many individuals whose primary purpose it is to serve the world in ministry spend a tremendous amount of time here in between incarnations.  The energy and presence of God fills them with the faith necessary to strive to deliver a replication of God's Love to those who look upon them for guidance and leadership.

Did you see Angels?

Yes, I did see Angels and know that they most definitely exist, exactly as we imagine them to.  Yet Angels, just like God, can greatly differ in their physical presentation. 

During my NDE, I was aware that Angels were always everywhere ... however; though Angels seemed very important to me and my own personal mission here on Earth, Angels (those we think of as the winged ones) were not the focal point during my near-death experience. Of course, I knew that they were always somewhere in the background, watching and Lovingly serving in any way they possibly could.

One of my favorite memories from my NDE was when I found myself standing in what I believe to have been the highest Heaven my Spirit is currently able to reach.  As I looked up, I saw the most awesome celestial event of dark purple and blue. I saw thousands of Angels with many eyes and wings shining through a kind of veil and looking down on me. These beings were interconnected and formed a gigantic circle and I knew that they were of great importance to God. I saw these beings as the keepers and guardians of all knowledge. They were absolutely gigantic and I had a knowing that they could instantly evaporate anything (that has been formed from fear and darkness) with a single thought. But as they looked upon me, I felt such tenderness, compassion, safety and LOVE. Their greatest concern was always for my happiness and that I be pleased with what I was being told and shown.

How many Angels do each of us have?

As many as we need.  I have come to understand that most of us have two or even three helpers. These Angels mostly come in the form of guides. However, winged guardian Angels (who come from the Angelic Realm) are never far away and always have a watchful eye on us to make sure nothing prevents us from accomplishing our Divine purpose.  And believe me when I tell you that nothing can stop them once they are headed toward a beacon of Light that has just shot up into the Heavensfrom a believer who is saying an earnest prayer! 

Speaking of beacons of Light: My dear friend, Betty J. Eadie saw in her near-death experience (as written in her wonderful book, "Embraced by the Light") that no prayer is more respected than a prayer that has been issued by a Mother.  Deep down, I know this is true, as I understood that Heaven sees all Mothers as the ultimate co-creators of God's Super Universe.  Mothers are given tremendous gifts of the spirit and act literally as Angels on earth for their childrenshould they choose to step into and acknowledge this role.  Because of this a Mother who loves her children tends to manifest mega amounts of Light around them that potentially bless their entire family.  Also, a Mother's touch has great power!  It can shift atomic matter to its very core.  And should it be the will of God, this touch can heal dis-ease and/or put a protective barrier of Light around a child.  It is for this reason, that I believe that all parents should do all they can to maintain being close to God (at Heart) and practice the laying of hands on their children, while at the same time speaking blessings over them.

Note:  I also saw in my NDE that their are some Souls' come here to act as Earth Mothers to the world.  These amazing people can come in the form of nurses, doctors, teachers, social workers, healers, politicians/law-makers or gentle representatives of various religious ordersetc.  These individuals (whether man or woman) are often afforded the same kind of spiritual abilities, as afforded to a good Motheras Heaven allows and sees fit.  The nun famously known as, "Mother Theresa" who worked most of her life in the impoverished streets of Calcutta, India is a wonderful example of an Earth Mother.

Who are our guides and what are their roles in our lives?

Our guides are what I call our wingless Angels. They are our most cherished friends and supporters in Heaven. They never leave our sidenever for a single second!  In fact, what many do not know is that somewhere right here on Earth, in our families or somewhere in a line of dear personal friends, there is always one who acts as a Heavenly go between for us and the Realm. Hence the verse, "Angels walk among you unaware!"

Also, I think it is important for us to consider the Hebrew meaning behind the world, "Angel."

Ang = "Being"

El = "Of The Light"

Essentially you could say that when we have the energy of Love in our livesand are growing with it dailythat we become powerful "Beings ... of The Light."

So with Love  ... We are all Angels.

Did you meet Jesus?  Who is he to you?

I think it is very important to start off by saying that I fully saw and understood in Heaven that we are ALL the children of God. Each and every one of us plays a vital role on this planet. No one is seen as insignificant or is unloved. I understood that to be called a son or daughter of God, means that you have matured fully in all the ways of LOVE.

Jesus IS the great leader for all the Sons and Daughters of God, especially those who follow the Christian faith. It has been made very clear to me that Jesus does not want anyone bowing down to Him and being subservient. In fact, what Christ truly wants us to feel is that we are worthy to walk right beside Him. Only through our agreement to walk beside Christ can there be any real progress made in our lives and in the world.

Why would you recommend that someone get to know Christ?

For many years, I had no clue who this man Jesus Christ was. Oh, I was raised up to be a Christian alrightbut I never really understood who Christ really was, at least not until about 3 years after my experience.  Before then, I guess I found too many in Christianity come off as haughty and oppressiveand because of this I wanted to distance myself as far away from the faith as I could!  But in the process, I also distanced myself from Jesus, the teacher of Love, and that was unfortunate! It was not Jesus' fault that so many who 'said' they subscribed to the Lord of Love's ways ... came off acting like they had a board up their backside! Perhaps if I had had better examples of Christ-Love as a child, I would have understood the Lord when I was first taught to believe in him, but that was not in the cards for me.

So now, I never EVER judge anyone if they are unsure about what they feel when it comes to God, Christ or the Bible. I have foundyou cannot rely on humankind or a single book to reveal God to you ... you have to seek these things out with all your whole heart and let the Holy Spirit be your guide.   I truly believe that this is what God wants for all of us.

How did you finally come to know Christ?

One morning, after having suffered from several weeks of terrible depression ... I came to a point of desperation, where I wanted to see the truth about Christ, and so I finally askedand the Holy Spirit showed and reminded me of what I subconsciously knew deep down in my Soul, but because of the low vibrational circumstances I was surrounded by, had forgotten:

Christ is the Light and Essence of God ... that we each hold within us and who we will awaken to when we choose to embody a Loving lifestyle. The more we do such a thing (and put faith- based Love into practice) the better our lives will become and the more we will reveal this inner Light to ourselves and others.  It was then revealed to me that if I would put more energy into Loving and serving others, that the depression I was experiencing would be made to decrease because I would once again illuminate with enough Light that would help vanquish the darkness I was experiencing inside myself at the time. 

I was told by the Holy Spirit, "When in doubt ... always follow Him!  Follow Christ!  HE WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU REALLY WANT TO GO!"

What about the people who say they are Christian ... but are not very loving?

A great number of people on the planet may think they know Christ, but it is clear that they do not. They have not yet passed the Love test. You can always tell who has Christ and who does not ... simply by watching how a person consistently treats people. Sure, some people might have a bad day or two and totally blow their cool, but I am talking about a person who in their heart has a sense of urgency to want to Love on and Joyously Serve others, and not just the ones who look or behave attractivelybut all people. A person filled with the Christ Light will always see that every Soul on this planet is a precious child of our Creator and will always do his or her best to Love with all their might!

YOU WILL ALWAYS HEAR ME SAY THIS OVER AND OVER: LOVE IS THE ONLY WAY TO GO! I cannot say it enough, because LOVE is the ONLY path to understanding God and Christ in Heaven. The more you use it and put it into practicethe more you will evoke the Spirit of the living God in you and see this for yourself. I would Love it if you understood God and Christ better, so that you would once and for all see that Love is an awesome energyit's a tool that makes you more powerful than you could ever imagine! Another vital thing to understand about Loveit also shows you that you and all others are worthy to call out to God or Christ and receive help at anytime. Not only will the Light of God come, but Angels will come running too. We may not see the manifestation of this all at once, but God is always thereespecially when we call!

Another reason I really want some of you to consider Christ, is if by some chance you feel like you get lostespecially before or during the actual time of your physical death. You can call on Christ and He will come for you!  The absolute truth is: He is there with you already.  But sometimes we need to strongly declare our intentions with all of our Heart in order to see what has been there in front of us, all along!

What about the fact that Christian religion says we are to worship God and/or Christ?

Too many do not understand the difference between "worship" and spending time in the presence of God Almighty. If you want to bask in absolute appreciation for our Creator's Love and Goodness, then that is wonderful!  Doing this will only empower you to see that you are a very precious child in God's Creation. The Joy of the Lord is our Strength! I always encourage those I work with Spiritually (all of my one-on-ones) to seek out and spend time every day in the presence of God. Nothing can be better! But some believe that unless they are face down on the floor or performing some repellant activity or major form of sacrifice, that they are not properly worshiping or "earning" God's Love. I saw very clearly in Heaven that God expects nothing of the sort from us ...and that we need not seek to earn anything from God, because everything has already been given! 

HOWEVER ... WE ARE HERE TO HAVE ABSOLUTE RESPECT FOR THE GLORY OF GOD and OPEN OURSELVES TO RECEIVE GOD'S LOVE, SO THAT WE MIGHT BE ABLE TO GIVE LOVE TO OTHERS! In fact, if you really want to know what true worship looks like, it is how you treat others, when you are kind and gracious with them.  Nothing means more to God than when we are purposefully good to others.  Even when our ego tells us they do not deserve it!

Modern day religion has no real concept of just how humble God and Christ are. If they did, they would never utter one single unloving word to any fellow child of God! 

As for me, (as I have already mentioned) I personally chose to see Jesus, the Christ, as the true example of what a true Child of God should be look and be like.  I also personally believe that in His Divinity, Jesus, The Christ is perhaps the greatest man that has yet to walk the planet. I know in my Heart of Hearts that each and every one of us aspires to become the same.  After my experience, I found the scripture in the Bible where Christ said, "Great things I have done, but greater you will do!" Jesus said this because he wants us to join him in relationship to God.  When it comes to his years of service and dedication to all others'I have nothing but total respect and LOVE for this man, Jesus. And I do not mind sharing that it is my ultimate goal to become as much like Him as possibleeven when I feel I am sometimes far away from accomplishing such a vision.  But I cannot give up or give in, as I deeply intuit that following Him and His ways will always lead me to the Peace and Love I so deeply want to unlock, use and know in my own Soul.  For me, Jesus truly is the key that opens me up my inner door to the Father.  But I know that before the Father can be fully revealed in and rise to meet me, I must rise first and come to understand in life what God is made up of ...  and I already know that is Love.  And the only way this is going to happen is by me allowing every experience that comes to me, both painful and joyous, as an opportunity to demonstrate, practice and express what I have come to understand as Love. 

I sincerely want you to know that in life or in death, I thank your for your prayers as I seek to undertake my eternal journey.  Please know that you are always in my prayersas you undertake yours.

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